A short introduction here.
Or maybe twitter updates :D

people! dont bother the rest of my stuff like th profile and exits and tagbrd. i havent correct it yet.

One summer, Nate and I- we must have been 8 and 12 or so- set off for the Wyatt cornfields, where we liked to play hide-and-seek . We headed over there on our bikes, and it was a late in the afternoon, maybe early evening. The sun was well on its way to meeting the horizon in a ball of pink-and-crimson fire, the sky still light in that dusky half-glow, in which colors seem richer, subtler.

A group of neighbourhood kids had gathered in the fields, and Benji Tuckerson was "It". He closed his eyes and counted to fifty as we spread out and burrowed beneath the cornstalks, which were fully grown, sprouting a jungle of leafy foliage to camouflage us. I waited, crouched beneath the corn at the most distant corner of the field. I waited and waited.

I listened to the shrieking yelps of laughter as other kids were discovered. I felt smug, congratulating mysekf for finding such a good hiding spot. i heard the singing of the crickets. Still, I waited. Twilight was descending, and the sky turned indigo; I could see the evening star. Soon, the cries of other kids faded, and my chest began to feel tight with panic.

Where had everyone gone? I wondered. Why hadn't Benji found me? Why hadn't I heard the game called? I stood up, and my legs shook from kneeling for so long. I started walking, but shortly realised i wasn't moving toward the barn. Ibecame disorientated and frightened. The cornfield when on for acres, and I couldn't see in the gathering darkness any longer. Tears began to fall from my eyes, and I couldn't catch my breath. I was so scared, I began to run. Suddenly, Nate was there.

"Hey, Squirt! Are you okay?" he asked, his eyes scrunched with worry. "I've been looking for you forever." I just shook my head, sobbing now,and Nate picked me up. Then he carried me out of the maze of corn. "It's okay, i found you," he said. I buried my head in his neck and cried and breathed in his scent, suddenly relishing how safe i felt. How loved.

adapted from a map of the known world by Lisa Ann Sandell
Nate was her brother. He died in a car crash.
She felt safe, loved and protected; just exactly how i'd love to feel.

the day i saw cruel destiny.

i lost her. she is gone. she left me all alone destroyed by my high hopes of seeing her babies. how could life be so cruel? she was pregnant dammit.
in th drain, wet and dirty./ i couldnt even bare to see it. my poor cat. she touched many lives and left the way she came :/ i miss her. and its only been 3 days. haii.. come back,

now i know what people mean by blogger sucks! i cant even see th icon to edit my post-.-/ haii. anw to lighten up by blog i shall give a normal post. the tagboard's dead btw.. someone help me bring it back to life please:D

im suppposed to study history but ive decided to take a brake (: heh
just now english damn fun! played with stella koh cause mrs koh>> (as in cherlyn koh, hahaha) left aft the first period! yahoooo.
lol.
so we were at 3G classrm, nearer to th windows side. we were betting on whether the next person to walk pass the water cooler is a girl or a boy. then which leg th person will use at th water cooler and whether or not the person will go toilet.etc etc. damn stupid and krazy~ but damn FUN> hahha.

then then got 2 banglas painting the ceiling-.- at th water cooler.[th sch soo smart dont want paint class/ walls but want to paint ceiling.]haha anw, while we were waiting for ppl to walk past th water cooler, th banglas thought tht we staring at them then they smile -pervertly- at us!! AAARHH. scary hahhaa.
but damn funny(: LMAO hahahahhaha. kk. thts all folks. nxt time i post more(: